i <3 carbs

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-28T11:11:00

2005-04-28T15:13:03Z

s c h o o l

is so

O V E R ! ! !

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-26T14:55:00

2005-04-26T18:58:59Z

amburgermarie

new journal...friends only.

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school is over thursday.

i lost my checkcard....(i got the abbie disease).

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-23T21:25:00

2005-04-24T01:32:09Z

friday

orlando with james<333333333

(it seriously took us 2 hours to get ready...sad)

late to work

target with abbie

dinner with the girls (alena.abbie.amanda.erin)

chucke cheese pictures

adventures of helmet head kid and the indian warrior <3

5 cent copier

saturday

real world audition

work work work

shopping with my mother <3

panera

sleeptime

conclusion...my girl friends rule...even though i only have a few...the ones i have are amazing..i wouldnt trade them for the world...they bring me sunshine...thank you girls <3

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-18T12:53:00

2005-04-18T16:58:36Z

i drank this weekend. mostly because i was mad at james.....

went to a party with a bunch of kids from highschool....i had a really good time. met some good kids....got "fudup"...haha i love lindy <3...overall this event will probably take place more often.

im sorry that i hurt you...but i stand my ground...you cant treat me any way you want....im amber fucking marie....but i still love you bunches.

i dyed my hair blonde....and cut it.

im a different person...and you cant handle me.

2005-04-12T13:46:31Z

why is it that i have been on this computer like two times in the past few weeks and both times she has gotten on....ugh it makes me want to vomit..and punch you in the face for making me feel like shit....even after its all been done.

i skipped school today...big suprise...i dont feel good and i couldnt sleep last night.

_____________________

i bet you didnt know....

i am an underachiever.

i have become a jealous person.

i get my feelings hurt easily.

i made a new journal.

i miss how our friends use to be.

i know kylie loves me more than you.

i love it when james calls me "ma".

ox amburgermarie

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-09T22:37:00

2005-04-10T02:38:05Z

i got promoted this week....i got a raise...ima make a ton of money...yay!

soooo a tree fell on my house...great.

me and james heart making the band 3!!

loveliesmurder @ 2005-04-04T23:03:00

2005-04-05T03:09:14Z

if you are going to be mad at me for looking out for one of my bestfriends heart ..im okay with that. he deserves to be happy. i dont want him hurt..but im sorry i disappointed you.

the past few weeks people have proven to me they arent what they claim to me. its sad...but i guess this is my reality check<3

me and ky talked about her moving here this summer....me kylie james and adam...what a team.

i cant wait.

james paul bought me closer...and it sucked.

hahah <3

you are stupid.

2005-03-29T14:13:17Z

i love holidays!!!

for easter my mommy bought me...

boy meets world box set...season two.
derek heart tee..
longaberger basket
peep chick moshi pillow

and friday james and adam camr to my work to visit me and brought...photo booth pictures...problem child 1 & 2...and chopstix!!

i love love love my boyfriend....to bad you dont have one like him...maybe one day....ill pray for you. <3

i can rationalize

2005-03-22T19:22:40Z

one more month of this crazy nonsense of school...then im DONEEEEEE. im so excited. seriously i cannot wait..then ill be full time at balcony and i seriously love my job so much. so itll be fun fun fun. haha im such a loser.

me and my brother went shopping and out to lunch today...we are the best bro&sis combo EVER....

family dinner on saturday with james...<3

ive got one more ticket to pay...then im done owing money for shit..

i spent 50$ on bailey alexander potter yesterday.. breathe mints. toys. purse. you name it he owns it now. im the best mommy ever.

james paul stevens....im stealing you...me and you....monday night and tuesday...daytona...sand castles...long walks...holding hands...eatting icecream<3

loveliesmurder @ 2005-03-20T01:34:00

2005-03-20T06:42:26Z

im sick and not with my boyfriend and i cant go to sleep...what could be worse.

tonight a bunch of us went to ruby tuesdays...it was fun...lots of "remember"...stories...they make me laugh...im not sure if it just makes me happy or makes me feel stupid of how weird we were...whatever its hogwash. <3.

a gay guy held my hand today...

i love love love the fact that tomorrow i work all day...sike.

me and erin have planned a suprise for our boyfriends...cause we rule..and it is seriously going to be the best thing ever...i cant wait <3333333

you people are silly he was wearing a lil jon shirt...haha but i guess you missed that...

im nineTEENNNNNNNN..im out <3

loveliesmurder @ 2005-03-16T21:51:00

2005-03-17T02:57:33Z

"drama at the show. whats new. but it was funny drama i have to admit. watching little prissy (in a good way i love you) high maintenence (once again in a good way i love you) super nice to everyone amber marie combs punching and kicking a dude a million times her size because he tried to spit on her. wow so random, yet sooo refreshing. "

haha....amazing..i love my friends...you know who you are..<333

fuck the drama....this shit is closed...and you are ERASED.

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waking up to james paul stevens is the best feeling in the world...today me alena pat and james went to orlando...it was fun...dont worry aweena ill be your boo for the next 10 days...i wove you...dont be sad.

tomorrow im going to school...all day...no excuses.

fuck it....lets just be truckers <3.

loveliesmurder @ 2005-03-14T13:27:00

2005-03-14T18:30:43Z

i hate..

getting up at 730 AM

walking through the rain

not seeing my friends...especially my bfflssss

people who park behind me

ocala elite

ice huts

driving home at 4am

i love...

tomorrow

my job...so much.

being called pumpkin

sweedish fish

talking shit.

james paul stevens.

my mom hates me

2005-03-08T13:32:09Z

i woke up this morning throwing up...and of course i have a test today i have to go to...or i die..so im up here at school trying not to vomit everywhere...

and it sucks because james is sick too...but we have different shit...which means one of us is going to end up with the others junk...and we are so going to be down with the sickness.

people are being way to shady right now...i dont understand why...i miss when everyone could hang out and liked eachother....i miss when people cared about other peoples feelings...and people didnt talk shit and then hangout with the person the next day.

my mom wants me to move out....anyone got an extra bedroom??? or want to buy me a plane ticket to ohio so i can move in with my dad???

im out.ox.

this made my fucking day. <3333

2005-02-28T18:03:31Z

	wackismurf 2005-02-26 23:47 (link)
	We know you love her.... It's TOTALLY obvious! And you know.. last night in Bennigans- u said the sweetest thing... You were staring at her and then you muttered- "Look at her. Amber's the prettiest girl ever." and I totally thought that was the sweetest thing I have ever seen!

loveliesmurder @ 2005-02-24T09:12:00

2005-02-24T14:20:14Z

i came to school today but i didnt even go to effing class...haha im so ridiculous. im in the library studying for a test in my next class...then ill probably go home. god i hate school.

starting tomorrow...its spring break...and im so stoked..yes stoked....this means:

beach with kirsten alex strickland
sleeping in
late nights with james paul stevens <3
working EVERY night
long days with nothing to do

just in case youve heard differently....my boyfriend is amazing. he treats me like a princess. when he calls me pumpkin i smile from ear to ear. he gives me butterflies when we kiss...and he knows just what to do to brighten my day...

its not nice to talk bad about people...i wouldnt do that to you...

james is right....i try to be the president and love everyone....thanks for making me rethink that.

loveliesmurder @ 2005-02-21T14:05:00

2005-02-21T19:06:00Z

i had a really good weekend.
mostly because of you...
because i really cant remember what we did.

i love you for being amazing.
<3

j..p..s....

2005-02-16T18:54:29Z

i got new hair...

so did my boyfriend...

we are in love

havent you heard

how we rock eachothers world.

loveliesmurder @ 2005-02-09T12:47:00

2005-02-09T17:55:00Z

as of sunday...i quit drinking.

im in love.

ok so my life just completley changed on me.

its for the best! <3

dont talk to me like that...you know what it does to me.

2005-02-01T17:08:58Z

im at school.......im dropping out after this semester...

i talked to my mom about it this morning...she took it terrible at first..but then she called me a little bit ago and asked if we could have dinner tonight and talk about everything...

i just cant handle it anymore...im going to hair school. and i will rule.

bailey had surgery friday...i cried.

you will always be able to do this to me...sometimes i hate you for it...right now im confused about it...and i hate hate hate that you know how i feel.

do it right this time.

im addicted to money cars and hoes...

2005-01-26T19:16:31Z

wow...that lasted long.

you said it the other night...im not the type of person to change for anyone..i do what i want to do cause thats how i roll...not for anyone else..so thats it..and nope im not going to be that girl for you...im that girl for me...nigga please.

last night was crazy...weird crazy though...

i had a good talk with phillip mattew..well what i remember of it...i know he made me cry though..im so lame.

i love neil to remember so much...he took care of me last night. and when i say took care of me...i mean...helped me get dressed..rubbed my back when i was sick..got in the hot tub with me....took me to get food...helped me not act a fool...made me feel better and just talked to me. hes seriously one of my favorite people ever. <333

i realized...

i dont believe in love.

my friends care about me so much..and i love them to death.

i need a soldier.

loveliesmurder @ 2005-01-12T14:49:00

2005-01-12T20:00:56Z

I HAVE DECIDED...

i hate my new hair...it looks terrible on me.
hiding wrist tattoos is so easy.
not seeing my boyfriend sucks.
i love working at balcony gymnastics and youth sports..everday but thursday.
bo williams will never touch my car again...i finally got him back after a week. GOSH!
i miss the adtr boys.
khaki shorts and bagel bites are a bad idea.
i dont want to disappoint my madre.
waking up with kylie nicole not in the room is a terrible idea.
me and abbie need to crash erins bball game with a bottle of vodka duh!
my dog is the cutest chihuahua ever.
im going to buy another new phone this weekend.
im taking out a loan to go to school ...since my madre refuses to pay for school if thats what i do..
i need some chai and new undies before work.

holla.

loveliesmurder @ 2005-01-10T00:32:00

2005-01-10T05:36:42Z

my best friend left yesterday...

i didnt get to see jaison brian parry today...

this morning my body broke out with hives or some crazy shit...doctors tomorrow...

but...

i just ate oatmeal cookie icecream...

alena forgives me...

and he makes me smile like whoa.

duh!

loveliesmurder @ 2005-01-06T09:10:00

2005-01-06T14:15:47Z

first day of school...and im sick...coincidence??? nope.

my bestfriend kylie nicole is here!!!! and we seriously havent stopped..
we did something stupid monday...hahaha crap...i love it though.

new years was crunk...

i love crazy parties at summers house!! (especially when steve drinks with me).

boo to three way kisses. [ha]

i miss my boyfriend...this is terrible.

ps...my phone new phone got alcohol poisoning...therefore i do not have anyones number AGAIN...it still works i just cant see the screen...so leave YO number on my voicemail so i can call backk.
<333

you straight trippin boo

2004-12-26T19:59:12Z

so heres the thing....

abbie came to ocala last night to hang out...which was awesome...and we got way drunk.

it was a good christmas..

i got a new louis vuitton purse...i love it.

my bestfriend will be here in seriously 7 days in counting!!

going to toms tonight for some milk and cooookies.

and i so have a crush.

loveliesmurder @ 2004-12-22T01:01:00

2004-12-22T06:02:18Z

yay to drunk girld named abbie.
<3